Confused!!!!!

I have never ever been so confused in my life before!!! Not like im gettin married or sumthin!!! its jus regarding my internship......Yes im a doctor... n seriously confused regarding the future.... i hate to make plans... tho i lik ppl who do.... but i can never make plans n follow them.... i lik to tak life as it cums..... rite now tho i am doin my internship here where i am... i have to discontinue n go sumwhere else where i really dun want to!!! since the past 1 week i cant sleep i cant focus on anythin just wid the thot of leavin my home n family for this new place...depressing......... hoping that soon il b able to decide and go ahead in life...... im too tired of thinking too much....hope ill b able to decide n make a sensible decision..... i need all da prayers..........

1st time ever.....

wowwww.... i dint know anythin abt blogging and abt wht pleasure people all over the world get with this blogging thingy!! so..here i am just to find out... well.... unless i experience it myself i dont think ill b able to get the whole point...... plus (jus a thought) is this some way to display my thoughts???!!!
or is it for people who hav nothing else to do n life???
or do they dont have any frnds to discuss thier day to day activities??
or is it like a diary?
y people who r not ur frnds hav acces to it as well??
so ill jus giv a try n see whts this all about!!!!
chao!!